please:'(

dearr,pleasee:'( don't u understand why my cousins hate youu? they didn't hate you for no reason. it because they trust in what they see.huhu.they will not hate youu for no reason:'( dearr,i saw u just comment in other girl's post. it's not matter if just one comment. but it more than one :'( n youu knoow,they will think bad abt youu if they see it. please dearr,i feel pain in my heart now:'( i'm afraid.i'm afraid of losingg youu.please understand.please be careful.everyone are watchingg youu :'( i'm afraid if the old konflik will come back.i dnt wantt :'( i'm afraid dearr.please.i just want you to understand this situationn.

if i sleep tonight and never wake up

i hate myself :'( n now my feeling control me. i hate thhiss stupid feelingg! everything goes wrong just because this stupid feeling.huhu. oh God,give me strenght to fight this feeling :'( how if i sleep tonight n never wake up? is it can mke me feel betterr? huhu . seriouslyy dearrr,this feeling came without any reason :'( sorry i hurt your feelingg . but i really dnt know what is going on in my mmind right now :( maybe i'm too tired rightt?  i just need to take my restt now n tomorrow evverything will be fine . okayy dear?? ahuhu . its okay if you r not trusting me :') i understand dearr . i'm sorry i can't be such a good girlfriend to you . huhu :'( dearrrr,iloveyouu so muchh n i dont want u to leave me :'( i'm sorry for everythingg dearr. i'm sorry i love youu so much . i'm sorry i can't let you go n find a good one :'( i'm sorry forr everythingg . dearr,maybe it good if i sleep tonight n never wke up rightt? so u can find someone better than me :'( but rememberr dearr,i'll always love u n be with youu .

huh :\

life is hard right :') hmm . i'm tired of all things that make me weak . yeahh,i'm tired of it . uhhu . hmm :'( i hatee when i saw my bestfriend cry . nope,i dnt hate her because she cry. i hate it when i be the reason behind her tears :'( ahuuu. why do i feel like i'm the poor carrier to them? :'( almost all problems related to me. i justtt ...hmmm.huhhhh:'( can't hold this feeling anymore . if i can disappear for a moment,i would .

11.11.13

and thisss datee.ahuhuhuu. rand n j broke up? ahuhu . me so so saddd lhaa T_T whyy mustt? ahihuuu. its okayy laa . nthing i can change . ahuhu. justt pray lahh nii. hope its good for both of themm . amenn :'D
hm,my mood todayy :( so baddd ohh . i'm tryingg to control my feeling . i won't let my feeling control me. awuhuu!:'D thatt feeling come backk bhaa.hihuu.jngn dlyn sngt lh tuh angel.u cann! hee,yess,i can:'D wuhhhhhh,i'm tired with this lifee ); sorry God . i can't hide thisss feelingggg . suchh a damn feelingggg ! huh! hate itt!!!very muchh!! :'( uhhhh.i'm feeling downn . i'm tryingg not to care but i can't . hmmm,prayy prayy prayy :'D yess!the key for all problems! God will make a wayyyyy . i believe itt . hee . lifee must go on angell :') forgett the past n make the future better . wuhhh. :'(

missingg youuuuuuuu

max oh max oh max oh maxxxxxx.i miss youuuu oreadyy . ahihuuuu.rsau2 bhe hti sy klau kauu jln eii . huhu.i justt cann prayyyy forr youu fromm heree;') aleee geaa. knpaa ahhh sy syg kauu maxxx? ahihi. ndaa prluu sbab pla tuhhh klau mw sygg kn maxxx.uii maxxxxx,bhaya nehh beiii.ada virus pla tu lguu ko kc sy :O ahuhuhuhu.bukannn apaaaaa,truss sy pn takana'kana lah kn mkinn jiwngg.edeiii.takpee,bukn slalu bha (: ahihi . i misss youu ohhh.huhu,imis your voiceeee ... i miss yourr smileee.. i miss beinggg crazyy withh youu . ohmoo,i miss everything abt youuuu:'D hahahhaaahahaha. htii2 beii ko snnaaa ahh.oyaa,psal motor tuhh.sy tiaa sukaa ko p men . ahuhu.bukn apaa bhaa.syg jga la bh tuh motorr.tp sy tkt ko cuaii bhaa.sy namauuu lw smthing bad hppen sma ko :( ahuuu.sy temau bgtu bha maxxx.ko tauu kh mw hlngg jntngg sy tem ko ckp ko xcident dluu.haiyeee.itu yg sy temau bha maxx.phamm sy bhaa:( uhuhu. sy xdpt tdrrr pla ni . jam 2 pgii sda pla tuhh.huhu.max at k.k noww.andd blogggg ja kwnn sy bmnjaa skg.hahahhaha.

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and mkinn lmaa mkinnnn pla sy rsaa kwn2 sy yg llki ska ambi ksmptan . ehh,buknn yg len2 tauu. hm,pndi mw kc men prsaan urg bhaa.begoo btull.sy bncii bgtuuu.jngn ckp ssuatu klu kamuu tia kc mksd bhaa.aheii.ni lagiii c neq ne,pkirr sy mw lhaa sma kauu?adeii,jngn mmpii beii.ko ckp bgtu xjgaa dpt kc cair hti sy beii.sy sda ckpp,stuu ja bha sy sygg.c maxx sja tuhhh.ahihuuu.cba please jngn sbut psal breakkk.kmuu pkir sy mw kc break c max kh?pehhhh.no wayyyyyy!i wontttt . hihuuuu. n stuu lgiiii.sy namauu bhaa da kpl yg bukn seiman lg . sy tidaaa mauuuu ok? mcmna bbaik pn kauu sma sy,lw bukan seiman,ttp xdtrma jgaa tuhhh. sioww mahh.hti sy xbngam sma kmuuu.aiyaaaaa,sy sda ckp kamaaa.c max sjaaaaaaa sy sygg.kbyeeeeeeee

Christmas is getting closer!:'D

and wewwwww! christmass is gettinggg closerrrrrrr.wuhuuuuu:'D can't wait ohh.bkmpl smuaa kluarga n tman2 seimann . huhu . howw i misss youuu alll!:'D uhhhhh. thinking for the presenttt . hmm. still dont know ohh what to give . huhu . okayy,i'll think about it laterr :) ready2 present forrr myyy beloveddd boyfriend <3 uhuuuuu. imisssyouuuu boyyyy . and 24Dec also cominggg closerr right:'D huhh.imy n illy maxxxxx <3 neverrr love someone thiss muchh untill i meet youuu:') ahuhuuuuu. 2014 also gettingg closerr:') newwww yearr,neww chapterr.hihuuu.i hope that year will be finee .

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rimasss mw p skul lw kana2 byk pengacauuu bhaaaa!haiyeee.kurangajerrrr betul beii tuh llki form2 tdyy.sna lahh kn mw p dkt2.puraa2 knen knaa tulakk urg tusss mw p besentuhhh.kurangajarr k!biadap!huhhhhhhh.nasip sy proo juga mengelak -..- elehhhhhh

TAKE A NOTE!

wuhhhhhhhh!i'm not that type of girl lahh boiii.even kauu beks abg angkt sy,buknn bha mw ambl ksmptn.aduhhhh , sy geliii bhaaa.teruk bha kauu.ketaraa playboyy bhee.ko tia mlu kh? sy tia bodoh sngt bhaa smpi mw trma kauu. atokkkkk,ko bwa sy scandal? shittt.terang2 jo sy tw ko da kpl n kauu tauu sy da kpll.ko mw suru sy bt bgtu lgg? alaa.ko bodoh kalauu minta sy bt bgtuuu.sorry to sayyyy,sy antiii PLAYBOY okay???? wuhhhh.sy?mw bt org yg sy syg bgtu? tedalaaaaaaa! sy sygg bha boipren sy! yg kauu tuh! bgsss bljr lahh syg girlfriend kauu!bukn mw kc scndl2!

OneWeekMore:'/

andd heyyy.hihuhiii.1week more to spent my school lifee2013 :( i'm going to miss thiss yearr.huhu. i knoww,everythingg will change aftr thiss. New yearr,new chapter righht? huhh.i'm going to miss my classmate n class teacher:'( how cann time flyyy toooo fasttt? wuuhhhh. and i'm goinggg to miss my max.huhu.maybee u dpt twrnn knn ? i thinkkkk . huhuhuhuhu. i'll be missingg youuu babyyy. hmm. sometimes,i think i'm afraid of New Year :( i'm afraid of things changingg . i hatte it :'( huhu. everyone will take their own steps to move forward right?huhu.i'm afraid i will lost my best friend :'( i'm afraid we will be separate. huhuhuhuhu . i hate when think about itt.huhu. maybe one by one , people will leave me . huhu . yeahh,i knowww . not everyone will always stand by my side including you max :') hmm . but its okayy,Jesus will always stand by my side :) yeahhh,Our side.hmm. The important thing is cherished every moment that given by God:) yeahhh . Live while we youngg! i'll be missinggg youuu alll!!

Happy10monthsary♥

Happy 10monthsary dear!:) tia sdar 10buln sda kn. smoga berkekalan ahh . aminn. smua yg sdaa kta lalui sma2 dlm 10bln ni biarlh jdi pngjrn ahh . biarr kta bljr dri smuaa tuh . dearrr,Saranghae!♥ :'D muahahhaha! jngn nhu keti ko gulet2 ahh . jaaga kshtn n kslmtnn. hmm. lingg,sorry lw byk bt slh ma dear slma ni ahh :) sorry lw uda jdi beban untk dearr. heee,dear hmpir ptus asa ma hbungn ktaa tem jdi konflik bru2 oh kn :') hm. its okayy . its not easy for me to let youu gooo ;P hahhahaha . oyaaaaa,jngnn lg beii tnya lw bby syg dear or ndaaaa,ilyyyy bha! :) even one dayy sy jlannn n nda smpat ctauu kauu yg sy syg kau, sy ckp lha awl2 ahh . sayanggg dearrr :) sygg dearr sngttt2 . jngnn curangg2 ahhh . ingt ckpp bby ne . huhuhuhuhuu:'( sdihh htii tiba2 ne maxx . jngn kc tnggl sy ahhhh .

why God!!:'(

knpaa tidkkk pnggil syy skg?:'( Oh God,why?!? :'( klauu sy jalan dluan , mngkn bgs bha. sy bukn siapa2 jgaa bha untk org d skliling sy. sy xpnting n xkna prlu lg:'( kdg2 sy bwa dlm doa jgaa spya sy kna pnggl awl. Tuhannnnnn,sy penatt:'( apa tugs yg blm sy kc slesaii dbumi?:'( sy mw kc slesaii tuh skgg . Tuhannnnnnnn:'((

max, tuh mslh bukn alsn kta mw bhnti skg bha:'( sbb tuh sy tia mw kctw kau pa yg brlku. tp sy mw kta pikul ne sama'sma . bukn dngn cara begini bha max. sy cuma mw ko tauu pa yg brlkuu skgg. sbb memang wajar kita tauu sma2,pikul sma2 n kc slesai sma2 kn? tp bukn ituu cra penyelesaian yg terbaik bha max:'( sy tw kw skit hti. kta sma2 skit htii. sy pn skit hti. lw sy xskitt hti,sy xctau kau bha. sy ingt lps sy ctau kau pa yg brlku,ko mw kc jelass sy btul2 . sy bttul2 percya kau bha max:'( stiap prktaan kau kc kluar dri mulut kau,sy pcya bha max. klau kau ckp,smua tuh tia sia2. tp pas sy ctau kau pa yg brlku,knpa ituu jwpn sy dpt max?:'( knpa ko smpi ckp 'tba msa' n 'kc leps' . sy tia sbut pn psal tuh max:'( kata2 kauu bikin sy yakin yg kau tia mauu sma2 sy sda. maxxx,pkirr btul2:'( sy tia mauu smua ne kluar dri kputusn sy seja. sy mw keputusan kau jgaa maxxx. iktkn htii,sy memanggg tia mau kc leps kau. tp sy mw tw apa keputusn kauu. apapun kputusn kau sy hrgai bha max . ko ckp ja lw xmw sma2 sy lgg. kau ckp ja pa yg da dhti kau skgg.sbb ituu yang sy mw tw maxx:'( sy tia rep text ko skgg sbb sy tkt max.sy tktt apa ayt yg akn kw kc kluar pas ne . sy tdk brni.sy xsnggp. sy xmw kw kc tnggl sy bha. sy tpkir knapa sy x ja kna lggr dluu n mti bha. kauu n sy xjga laluii psall ni. mngkn lebih baik sy jln dluan tnpa da mslh sma kauu. lbih baik kta bpish cra bgtu dripda bgni max. knpa sy xkna lnggr dluuuu?:'( knpaa bha!!:'( maxxx. sy syg kau bha. sy xpnah syg org smpi bgni. sy syg ko bha max. tp smua kputusn sy letk tmpt kauu skg. sy mw kputusn drii kauuu. bg sy keputusn yg memang ko rsaa terbaikk untuk kauu n sy . huhh:'(

EXAM 2013!!

exammm is cominggg!! lusaa examm dah :3 paper sej,khbp n bm ne. hihu,agak nerveous jugaa ohh long time nda exaammm :\ nda paa . yakinn ja bole. amen!! hehe . nda sngka brpa mnggu lg mw p skul oh :\ hihu. i'll be missing my classmate n class teacher . huhu . sdih nhu lw next year tdk sma kls g ma kwn2 . sy hrapppp btull ni nda bepish sma kwn2 :'( sdih bha lw stiapp thun pndh2 klss . arapp tidk juga lha kluar dri kls elit ne nnti:( sy tkutt eiii.huhu.risauuuuuu betull ni htii eii . ohh Godd,,help me.huhu. tepa angelll,ko buliii tuhh :'D berdoa sjaa n usahaa . bwa dlmm doa juga psl classmate kauu.huhu.kauu buli tuh Angell:D amenn!!

Friends Are Precious :'D

hihuu, sy sygg bhaa kwn2 syaa :') jbathra,jeffernie,juli,doreen . huhu . rndu msa2 sma drg oh.huhu. sy tetau mcmna sy lw tnpa kmuu oh. sy rnduu wktu2 begila sama kamuu,shring2 Firman Tuhan,hangoutt:') suka dan duka sama sjaa kn . huhu . sy hrp ney pshbtn kekall llha. wlupn nnti kta smua tpish2 jgaa,tiada yg dpt hlang pshbtn ktaa bha.kann? hihuuu. jbathraa,kau bulii tuhh . sy tw kdg2 kw da mslh ma rand. tp ykin sjaa,lw ko truss bwa tuh mslh dlm doaa,tiada yg musthil. nothing impossible in GOD :) Jeffernie,hmm . sy pn dpt rsa mcmana c jbathra rsa yg kau mc da prsaan ma c mingg.huhu.sy tw bert tuh mw trma mcm tuhh.tp mcm kau ckp,haruss tabahh n pray alwayss :) sy tw kau buli tuhh . stayy strongg friendd. hihi . Juli,awloloo .gmaa,sy tw sush kw mw kc lpa c darari. tp skg mulaii cinta berputik oh d htii sma c Carloo.esehhh.kau buli tuh julii.trus majuu . bwa dlm doaa:) ngam bha kau sma carlo . seimann lg tuh . n stu cec . wuhuuu.i will pray for u lhaaa.hihi.nothing impossible bhaa:) kau buli tu kc lpa c darari.sy ykinn.even it harddd . hihuuu. Doreen,sy phm stuasi kau:) truss kuatt dlm Tuhan yaa. truss berdoaa. mc blm terlmbt lg tuk drg brtbt tuhh.bwaa dlm doa sjaa ah . hihuu. mmng ssh mw trma lw gtu sdah kn . tp tiada yg musthil dlm Tuhann . berdoaa sejaa. Sooner or later,Tuhan akn jwp juga doaa kitaa tuh:) amenn.

08.10.2013

and heyy bloggerrr. today last paper drg yg pmr ow ;'3 hihu . bebas sda dih max pas ney.alaa,sy lg nhuu yg examm.hihuuu.tkutt bha sy ney lw max tlmpau merdeka n then nda jga kslmatan :( sy namau bgtu.hihuu. asl dy mw zalan2 ,risau btul ney hti.huhu.bhaa,sy ykinn cmerlng result pmr kau ni maxx:) hihi. wet n see yaa blaa result kluarr ^____^ hihihi.awloloo,sy lg nhu exam nnti. nervouss juga sy ney.huhu.tepa angell. kauu buli tuh!:D yakinnn n usahaa tmbhkn doa lahh ahh . hihhi . rnduuu sdahh sy msuk skul ei:) hm. lusa msuk skul dah.hehe . mw stdy btul2 dah ney. lps cuti 2 hri g nntii exam sdh.nervousss sy ney. blm ready paper BI. huhu . KHBP pn blum ready lg ney:( aigoo . sushhh jugaa.tepaa angell.mc blm trlmbt.kau bulii tu :) hehe,sy hrp nda tpish kls ma drg jbat lha next year.hhu,n sy namau trun klss beii.huhu.tepaa,doaaa sejaa :) nothing impossible in God .

mulai menjauh dan mulai terpengaruh :\

and noww.huhhh:( sya mulaii jraang rnungg FT n sy mulai tpngruh blik ma prkra2 duniawi. gaya sy smkin mnjdi2 . sy dpt rsaa btl syaitan mw kc jauh sy dri Tuhan oh:'( oh God,forgive me . kmrin pn tba2 sy da rsaa mw p mnum tuh carlsberg sna esbukk:'( tuss sy p mnum dihh.knpa sy ble jdyy gniii?!? :'( huhhh . sy rsa mcm orgg yg plingg berdosaa skg . sy rsa mcm org munafik sjaa :'( cara sy bertutur skg pn teruk sdahh . byk kta2 yg tdk baik sy kc kluar:'( sy mw ubahh balik smua nii :'( btul2 prlu bimbingan oh skg :'( God,I'm felling down now :'( daniel!ebon!max! sy prlu kamuu skrg :'( sy rnduu kamuu :'( sy prlu dorongan kmu skrg . sy tia kuatt mw lalui nii smuaa . hmmm :'(

max , sya sayang kauuu! :) hihi.sy mw kw tw ituu .

withh daniel:)

and heree,withh abg daniel:) i miss him a lott . best bha shring2 ma dy ne . open btul . kuat mendorongg.hehe,dy pn suka jua mluahh mah sy lw da smthing2 . hehe,bestt ada abg cam dy:) sungguh mmberkti . wuhuu,ne pic tem dy blikk dri johor dluuu . 3hari ja dy sni tus blik g balik p johor.huhu.tepa.asl tjmpaa sda:) hee .

♥Family♥In♥Jesus♥

really miss thiss moment . wuhuuuuu! have fun with them;'D

school lifee.

wuuuhh,kadng2 stress jua d skul lw byk pngacauu oh.huhu.org yg sy tia knal pn sna nhe mw memanggil2 . rimasss k rimass . stress PBS lg . ary2 pbs ary2 pbs . aduhhh . bkinn stress btul k ne . exam pn around d corner sdaa ! stress ! aigoooo .

♥9monthsary♥ 24.09.2013

heppy annversary dear:') we have been together for 9months now . i hope for a longlasting relay k? iloveyouu:'( hmm . sy hrp kw tia bt prkra mcm dlu lg . jngn kc kcewa sy lgii ahh? huhu . good and bad times we spent together,it will be our memories :') even oneday,u will stop from loving me n even you decide to choose other girl,our memories will never fade:') are you still remember when you pinch my cheeks? huh:') that time,i'm in a bad mood and you make me smile just with your smile:') i'll never forgett that moment.huh . and the moment when you take my phone and check all my inbox,youu wont return my phone back until i beg youu to return it back to me:') remember the moment?01.01.2013? huhu . it will be my best memories withh youu :') it will be . huhhh . manyyy more memoriess i've been through with you:') and thatt bad memories.huhh,when i ignore your call infront youu . i ignore when you call me and i go to my adoptive brother because i really angry n mad to youuu . huhu:'( how can youu ask to other girl no.phone? it was really tearings me down:'( uhuhu . and youu said i was dating with my adoptive brother. youu feel angry to me and i felt sorry to youu :'( my heart is broken thattt nightt . i call you but youu wont answer my call . butt i never give up until you answer my call:') at last,you answer my call andd expressed all yourr feelings.huhu. and suddenly,my tears start to dropp . i cant even speak . huhu . but at last,you choose to forgive me and same to me too,i choose to forgive him:') huhu . many more bad memories we have been throughh . more bad than what have i shre . huhuhu . but i was thankful because God never let me faced all the problems alone:'D thanks God . i know u will never leave me . huhuhu . i will never regret to knew you :') too many lessons i got from youu . and youu teach me to always forgive people,to loving each others and many more:') thankss dearr . and thankss Jesuss :') iloveyouuu

♥

CoupleJacket♥

awluuuu geaaaaa:) and hereee , boyfriendd;) hihi . kurus2 begimaa ngaa kana syg metii. haha. thank God :) i will never regret for knowing him:) too much lesson i got from our relationship.huwhuww . bad n good times withh youu:') it will be a great memories i will never forget. even it was painful being hurt from youu,it will be my great lesson:') better to Forgive right? hee,thanks for loving me dearr . we have been together for 9months now:') hope for a long lasting relayy okay? ily:'*

HappyBirthday!:) Clarry Ebon Michael*

Ya Tuhan,ku panjatkan kesyukuran ats pimpinanMu slama hidup saudara inii (Clarry Ebon) . Biarlah dia menjdi hambaMu yang trus taat dngnMu spnjng hidupnya ya Tuhan . hari ini ialahh ulang tahunnya. ku panjatkn doa agr dia sentiasa sehat,iman tetap kuat dan dpanjngkan umur ya Tuhan . biarpun saya bru kenl dngnnya,tetapii sy dpt rsakan RohMu bekerja d atsnya . biarlah Tuhan,hambaMu ini trus dipakai untk melyaniMu dan membritakan injilMu . Trima kasih ya Tuhan . sgla hormat dn pujian hanyalh bagiMu . amen

06.09.2013

(06.09.2013 ) huhu . kejadiann tem d skul ne time , sngt2 sy x dpt lupaa :( sdihh+tekanan .

masa terakhir dlm kels,BI . n guru yg ajr,guru kls kmi . time tuh kmi kna bgi PBS . sedng kmii sibukk jwp soalan,tba2 dida teriakk suruu kc lepass gunting . smua dlm kels tekejut . pmulaan mang kmi nda phm pa yg berlku . tp tba2 fika nangs teriak2 . tau apa yg terjdi? dy cubaa kc lukaa pergelangan tngn dy . kmi smua tekejut sma tuh situasi . apa pnyebab bnda tuh brlaku? kes buli . okayyy . lw org sda btl2 tertekan dngn situasi drg , memangg drg akn bt perkara bodoh camtuhh . tp klauu kita berjalan dlm iman kita,smua prkra tuh tdk akn brlakuu . seriously,sy betul2 tertekan dgn tuh stuasii . sdihh+kecewa sma sikap drg yg membulii . huhu . time tuh miss (guru kls) mluah ngan kmi . dy cttauu beban yg dy pikul skgg sngt beratt . ituu satu yang kami tia sedarr :'( sy dkt dah nangis time miss mluah pa yg dy rsa n pa yg tjdiii spnjng dy jdi guru kls kmii . classmate sy pn byk nngis . sy  sedihhh btul ne . sy btl2 dlm pergumulan dgn prsaan sy tu time . apa yg dpt sy bt tuk pulihkan keadaan? :'\ sy btl2 mauu kc pulih keadaan dlm kls kmii . tp sy tetau camana . sy hnya dptt teruss berharap kepda Tuhan :') sbb sy yakinn,setiap yg berlku psti ada hikmah d sbaliknya . Tuhan tidk akn pnah tngglkn kitaa dlm papun situasi kitaa . sy yakin ituu . ku harapkn perubahann ya Tuhann :') amenn

cheating or what? :\

hmm . tiba2 teingat blikk pa yg uda brlku dlm hbungn kmi dlu :( teingat smuaaa kata2 yg dy ckp ma alya . skitt htiiii ohhh . sy btl2 nda dpt kc lupa tuh kjdiann . time tuhh sy btl2 da rsa ruang kosongg antraa kita . sy tia rsa kesatuan tuh temm . skit htiii+kecewa btul . sy btl2 rasaa yg hbungn kta smpii stuu sejjaa . byk org mendorong sy kc break kau . byk juga yg dorong sy teruskan :'( ko tauuu , btl2 mencbr iman sy tauu . mungkin klauu bukn sy kenall TUHAN , sy sda bt perkara yg bodoh lingg . hmpp . stelahh sy pkirr pnjnggg,sy memang tia dpt terima hakikat lw kta nda sama2 g :'( n sy tetap teruskann tuk sma2 kauu . sememangnya sy tia tau pa yg terbaik tuk sy . tp sy tau Tuhan besertaa sy . sy tauu Dia ada brsma sy time sy dlm prgumulan ngan prasaan sy . yaa,hti sy da tergerak mau kc break kau tuh time . sbb beban yg sy pikul tuh time terlalu beratt . n your words to her :'( really tearings me . htii mcm kna hiris2 . but you know,i always end up with forgiving youu:') dont you see how much i love youu ? huhhh . sleps kejdian tuhh ,memang ssh sy mw kc biasa drii ngan keadaan dluu. htii sy slaluu ragu2 n pkirn sy slaluu tepikir yg kauu akn kc sia2 pluang yg sy bgii . huhu . apapunn,tuh situasi byk mengajar sy erti KESABARAN dan KETABAHAN :') dlm situasi bgni lha yg plingg pntingg,datang ke hadirat Tuhan :') ituu yangg terutama . Thankss Jesus

30JULAIIIIIIIII

heyheyhey!! tdy da exam math&sains . pnyaa tebelit2 ne utak mw bepikirr . huhuhuhu,sushh gink . hmp,apa ahh sy mw crtaa ne aryy . hmppppppp,,oyaaaa,tdy c J d skul ksian ne . dy mmpii knun dy bgduh ma c DD . tus dlm mmpi dy c DD p kple ma tu girl yg suka dy . huhuhuhuhu,ksiann dyy ohh . hmp,sy pn teetau pa sbenrnya yg dy pkirr tuh , rsaa ingin thu btl ne sy :\ hmp,ksiann dy . mc g da prsaan ma c FF . wlaupn dy sda bkple ma c DD . hmp,sy phm kye tuh prasaan :\ huh,be strong friend! e2 lha slh stuu dugaan dlmm hbungn . huhu,sy pn pnahh rsa gtu jua . smpii sy tpkir mw kc break dy dluu . tp sbenrnya sy mc syg dy sgt :\ hmpp,okok . stopppp crta psl tuh lhaa . hmp,crtaa d skul g . psl sam juaa . hmp,skrg mcm mkinn dy mnghrp ne ma sy . brnii dah dy p tgur2 sy . plinggg . huhuhuhuhuhu,budu bha syy . mcm sy pn bgii hrpn ne sma dy :'| angell bha !!!! sedar!! huhuhuhu,teruk neh sy eii . aah! sy sedr jua sy tiaa dptt kc lps c M , tp sy mc g bg hrpan ma c Sam . hmp,terukk sngtt guee . pehh . angell bhaa,last2 c sam jua yg skitt tuhh :'( hmppp,sorryyyy friend .

Exam TIMSS and PISA !

OMG!OMG!OMG! pergh! pnyaa sushhhh soalan math tdyy . plingg byk sy antammm . kuraangee ne . yg blm g bljr pn kna kc kluar bha . soalan form2 smua . aiyerr,nsipp ne examm nda brpa pntingg . huhh,hrp ja sy nda gagal lha ne . plingg first time sy antamm bgtuu o . aduuhhh,soalann sainss okok jua tdyy . mka sains yg brbiss ne sy tktt kmrin . damn muchh! huhuhu .

WHYY? :'|

hurmm,heyy . smpii skg dy mc g mnghrp ma sy o . knpaaa sam?knpppp? byk g girl yg lbih baikkk,cntik drii sy . kw mnghrp ma sy hnya ko kc skit dri kau sndri ja tuh :'| sdihh bh hti sy bla dgr ko ckp 'Sy akn tngguu ' .

sushh bh sy mw kc leps max tuhhh . susahh bh ming :'( hurm,sy xmw jua kc kcewa kau bha . gpun kauuu pn bykk pmint juaaa bh . mybee nt kauu jmppa jg yg lbih baik dri sy kn ?:') hmp,mmng kauu da type boy yg sy ska . kauu baikkk . yaaa,sgt baikk . kauu tngiii . yeaa,tall boyy :') kauu jg seiiman ngan sy n kauu jg orgg ygg kuatt imann . hnsemm?yaa,mmng kau hnsemmm . kauu da snyumn yg ble bt mna2 girl meltingg :') hmp,mingg,kauu lyak dpt org yg baikk bh :') knp mstii kw kc skit dri kauu dgn tnggu syy ? sdgkn sy sma max udaa 7bln kple . hurmm . drii thun laluuu g tuh kn kauuu tnggu . yeaa,sy jjur lha . sy pn mmng pnah mnt kkauu thun laluu . tupun sy tetauu yg kauuu da prsaan ma sy . lmbt bha kauuu mingg,lmbtt . huhh . skg sy daa sua maxx . yeaaa,MEmanG sy sygg btl dy . evenn kdg2 bkin pnss,tia pndii phm prsaann! evenn sy bykk klii kna kc skitt :'( syy ttp berpaut  sma dy . knpaaaa tuhhh ahh ? hmp :'( lw ex2 sy snng ja tuh sy kc break . tp dy lainnn plaa . hurrmmm,tp sy da rsaa renggang skit dah hbungn kmi dri dluuu . sy rssaa max pn krg syg dah ma sy tuh :') tp syy ? heeee,dri dluu smpii skg tiaa pnh berubhh k . hurmm . remember the moment?? hmpirr kn kta breakk tuh temm? kauu tetp memperthnkn adikk angkt kauu . kauu mnyerhh btull yg kauu slhh knenn . kauu kc slhh drii kauu . ko tauu khhh,sy btl2 ndaa dpt thann tu kesakitan max :'( lw ex2 sy bt sy cmneyy,sy trus kc break tuh tem jg . tp iniii,sudhh sy rsaa kna bt cmneyy sy tetapp berpaut sma kauu! knpa maxxx?! knpaaa!? :'((((((( hurm,sammm,apaa yg bt kauu ttp menghrp ma sy ne ? apaa yg sy bt untk ko slma niey ? sy terlaluu baikk kh ? hmp,yaa , sy mmng baikk ngan smuaa kwn sy . memangg baikkk . huhuhu . sy lyn org smuaa baikk bha ming :'( e2 yg bt kauu mnghrp ma sy ? sy tia sngka sy yg bkinn kauu mnghrp ma sy  kn ? hmmm,ming bha :'((((( sdihhh bha syy skgg . sdihh btll :'(( jngn bt sy rsa berslh bha . kau tiaa lyak disakiti :'((  ok lahh , mcamneyy lhaa , hmppp . lauu kauu ttp ma pendirian kauu mauu tnggu sy , tngguu laahh :'( sy tiaa jnji sy dpt penuhiii apaa yg htii kauu hraapkn :'( lauu bgtuu sudhh,sy tia dpt buatt pa2 g . berdoaa sja lha kauu ahh . sy akn kc doaa juaa pa yg terbaikk tuk kauu :') 

hmp :|

and heyy,smbng kjap stry tuk hri ne pas stry psl surprise bday kmrin . hmp,d skul tdy mud sy agak bruk . tp nda jua kye bruk sngt . okok jgaa . hmp,really miss him oh :'| i oso miss zebert,abb,sam,far n others :'| hmp,rnduu sngt2 msa sma2 drg dlu . hepy k hepy :'| tp skg jrng dahh ohh . jrg sngt . hmp,its ok . tukr topik dlu . stry psl kzen yg agak annoyingg k . hmp,kin pns k arron tdy . mls sy oh . ska btul ne dy judge2 org lenn . tiaa pndii mw tnguu diri sndiri . cubaa crmin dri sndiri sblm mw ckp urgg bha . make sure u are perfect enough before u judge other k !! hmp . mw sy angkt tuh crmin besr d dpn ko khh?haiyerr . yg psl M lg . stop lha kc buruk2 dy . mcm mna pn ko kc bruk dy,hti sy ttp sma dy bha . pkir dngn cra ko kc bruk2 dy dpt kc hilang rsaa syg n cnta sy sma dy kh??!!? hahh?? !!? haiyerr,please lha aaron . stopp talking bad abt him . ihte it okay :'| hmp,n psl sam tuh . klau ko mw btl sy sma dy,tepaya smpii ko mw kc bruk2 c M okayy?? sy tw c sam baikk,hnsem,tnggi oso . sy tw ituu bha  !! ckup lha kc bnding2 dy sma c sam . k ? mmng sy syg drg dua . tp amcm g lw sy mmng syg c M lebih kn ? yaaaaa,sy mmng da rsa mint ckit ma dy . tp nda lebih k ? nda lebih !! :'| hmp,sorry sam . sy blm ble kc lps c M . huhh :'| sdih sy bla ingt ko ttp berpaut sma sy o . apa bha yg ada sma sy smpii ssh kw mw cri org len slain sy ? :'| hmp,apapunn,thankss . n get well sooon . sy tw kw skitt , jga ksihatan lha k . huhu

SURPRISEEE ANGELL . mmuahahhahaa :'D

and hey bloggerrrrr . huhh ~ akhrnyaa 22julai13 sdh berlalu :'D n now gnap dah 13thun . hee,seriously o . sy silp psl ary jdy sy . sy ingtt ini thun pnya brthday yg pling worst . tp sy slh :'3 ary jdy nie thun yg pling awesome !!!! huhh ~ sy tia sngka sy kna syg pla tuh kn :'D knunn frst sy msk kls kmrin drg bt2 nda tw ne . sy nda knun kna lyn . kna wishh pn nda daa . huhh,pndi k drg rncng btl2 . hmp,blik2 drg kluar klss . knun mw p jmpa cgu abdullah mw p mntaa tu surt ntah surt apaa . n then sy prcya lhaa . sbb bru2 drg da kes pnteng kn . huhu . tw2 mw p mnta bnr mw bt tuh surprise sja . hmp,n then tem reht dah c nanang mnta kwn p jmpa urg . tus dy kc tnggl sy snaa . n dy dtg blikk , knun dy ckp nda jd . aiyerr,n then c jb sma sy bha tuh tem . knun dy blng c dd pnggl c jb d kls . n then jb bwa sy lha . skli smpii sna,bykk urg bkmpul . sy pn hern . skli tba2 drg nynyii hpy bday . wuahh,n then kluar kek :'D sy tia sngka tul ne . sna lha drg bg ucpn2 sma sy . n then hdiahh . oso HUG . huhuhu . tem mw tiup lilin nga sy nda sua ne dpt . sbb air mta sy tia tthan udaa . hmp,tau2 d kek t'tulis nma sy n capital M ohh . huhuhu,sy tia sngka drg akn bt tuh surprise cam tuh . hmp,hepy yg tak terhingga !! :'D sy bru sdr sy da kwn2 yg syg sy ='D huhuhuhu . pling 1day like princess o d skul kmrin . smuaa pn jd baikk sma sy . n then dmna sy p msti da urggg p kwn sy . urg yg jrng p bckp ma sy pn tba2 p bckp ma sy . huhh :'D ILY alll <3 n psl drg mumm . sbenrnyaa sy silp jg psl drg :'D yea,wlupn drg agak lpaa drg bt jua bday sy d sna cec nt ary jmaat :'D ituu cdngnn mum .. huhuhu . thanks mum . ily so much <3 sy tiaa dpt kc tw mcm mna happy yg sy rsa . its hard to describe in words . hmp,anyway,thank too for all the gift :'D that chocolate,gelangg, n that bntl comel yg pinkk <3 hihihihihi . ily all . thanks all n thank God <3 

HappyBirthday to myself :') hmp

and heyy,itss 22 of july tdayy :') n its my birthday . hmp,sy rsa lh kn,brhtday thun ne yg pling worst bg sy . tia kna ingt bhu :'D hahahahahaha . jusst God know my feeling . hmp,sorry bh :'( sy brusha sua bt smpi yg sy mmpu bt . sy than2 sda skit blkng sy tuh :'( tp sy tia terthn sua last2 . sy mntaa maaff :'( yaa,sy btl2 mnt maaf . tp tlng jngn lyn sy cam org yg x perasaan :'( skit k htii . skitt :'( tmbh2 g tem birhtday sy ko lyn sy gtu . pas sy tlng ko bt tuh thankyou pn tedaa bhuu ko ckp :'( tp ko lyn sy trukkk lgy . sy skitt htii kak . skitt btul bh
:'( ko ble bt sy gtuu d hri lainn . tp bkn tem bday sy k . inii bttl2 bkin down sy ohh :'( God,please . i cant stop this tearsdrop . mum n dad pn nda ingt yg ary ne bday sy o :') hmp,its ok . i know who i am . hmp,anyway,i want to thank Godd\ for his kindness :') thanks for let me breathe until today . thanks for your care n your love that never end :'D ILOVEYOU JESUS . n i will always do . Doa sy , smoga sy pnjng umur,murh rzeki,tcpaii cta2 n jdy pengikut Tuhan smpaii hrii Tuhan memanggil orgg2 yg kduss :') Amen . hmp , okayy,i think i better slep noww . its ok angell . still subuhh . wake up thiss morning with a big smile on your face k . sweet dream dear self . hve  a wnderful day :')

18JULAI

and hey hey hey heyyy ! hohohoo,tomorrow Fridayy oh kn (: hmp,bruu tdy pagii teman2 cec mulakan pendakian drgg d Gunung Kinabaluu :33 wuhhh ~ semogaa pendakian drg berjln lncrr lhaa . Tuhan beserta merekaa :) amennn . Semoga dtg dn pulng dngn slmt yaaa . Saya bntuu dlm doaaa . hihihi . hmp,nda lma lg bulan 9 o . examexamexam! wuhhhh,n then bulan8 kna jrum lg !!! dos3 !!! wuhuuuu!!! cantt waitt oo! mw merasakan kesakitann lg!! ;'D bebehh muchh!! hahahahhh . bhaa,sy mw doodling dluu . kbai . mmuahh ! :*

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edeiiiiii degee . jrang dah sy stdy ei :\ pemls uda sy ohh . aiyaaa,sy mw cri balikk bha kerajinan sy yg dluu . ee,sushh lha bha mw jdy budk pndi klau bgni . sdih sy . huhu . knen sy blng mw stdy , tp manadaa . hek elehh . bhaa,Angel . mai neh ketii . huhu . buln9 sdh tuh exam . dkt sudaa . bgs sy bljrr btl2 sua ne lw mw kekal kls elit thun dpn . huhu . chayooooo Angell . mw rjin2 bt PBS sua lha ne . byk sua PBS sy skip ohh . aduhh . matilahh .

Thanks Lord,U are the key for all problems ^.^

and heyy ^.^ hihihi . feel happy now . sungguhh . i know God will answer all my problems . Thank God . tuh prasaan yg menghantuiii tiadaa sdaa . hbungn mah dy pn pulih dah . syukurr . hihihi .

sorry .

yea,i'm sorry . thats all i can say to u . sorry i cant be perfect . sorry i cant be like what u want me to be . sorry for all my mistakes :'| sorry for being such a little kid to you . sorry if i cant understand how busy are you :'| sorry i got no answer for all your questions .  hmpp,justt . I really mean it kay . from the bottom of my heart,i'm really sorry . and last words,IMY

15July

and heyy,just back from school :'D ahaha . tuss p dpn komp lha kn . hmp,imissyouuu ohhhhhhh wagnerssss . huhuhuhu . k . frget abt it . simpn dlm htii yerr . huhhh . hmpp,mnggu dpnn abgss daniell jln dahh p JB . huhu,lma g lhaa dptt zumpaa n dpt shringgg dpn2 ne . nda pa lhaa,hee . ituu smua kn rencana Tuhan :'D hehehe . aduhh,ntah np kbelkngn ne sy rsa down btul :'| huhu . nda ska btl ne prasaan o . hmp,God,help me . huhuhu . i dnt understnd this feelingg :| huhhh ~ bulii gla jga ne lw tlmpau lyn ne prasaan . arghhh ~ stress . huuhuhuhu . bln9 exam lha pla yerr . k,study smart lha ahh Angell . apa yangg pentingg doa hruss ada bha :'D Stayy strongg yaa heartt~

serahkan keadilan akhir ke tangan Tuhan yang adil .

Ya Tuhan,ketika saya tersinggung kerna hinaan orang lain,tolonglh saya tidak mmbls dendam. Smoga saya mencri keadilan dgn menyedari bhawa itu akan terjdi tepat pada masaMu. Saya ingin belajar membalas kejahatan dengn kebaikan . Amin

LIFE

and heyy bloggerrrr ;'D happysundayy yaa . hmp,smlm perasaan sy nda brp bgs ohh . huhu . feel down sjaa ne . nda tw np :\ yeaaa . UP n DOWN . thats how life gonna be . huhu . kdg2kn sy rsaa pntt btl smaa dugaan/cobaan yg dtg oh . huhu . sy knaa trmaa smuaa org yg sy rptt skg pstii kc tnggl sy jga ntt :'D wuahhh ~ e2 prkaraa yg sush btl mw trmaa . tp kn,SETIAP PERTEMUAN PASTI ADA PERPISAHAN . heee :'D  
sy bersyukurr sbb adaa org2 yg sygg sya n bg sy byk pengetahuan dlm TUHAN n PELAJARAN :'D sy tdk akn pnh mnyesl knl\jmpa kmuu . smlm sy terfikir2 mcm mna sy tnpa kmuu dkt sy? huh :'| e2 yg sy rsauu . hurmm . mstii mw kc kuat ne hti sy :'D yeahhh ~ huahua . LIFE MUST GO ON Angell . God alwayss beside u . God will help u n your up n down lifee :'D yeaa,Jesus will . stopp worried

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and heyy ;'D story for todayy? hmm . let me think firstt . . . emm,okayy . stry abt school lhaa ahh . hee,at school cam ckitt jaa study ohh . ehh,bukn ckit kyee . cpt bha msa brlalu . nda sdr d gea . heee . cguu pn da yg nda msk kls tdy . haiyoyo . ssh lah sy mw fokuss stdy ne lw gnii . hmm . hern oh sy ma urg2 d skul . org puasaa pn relax drgg mknn dpn tuh muslimm . seriouslyy,camm bukann hrii puasaa k O.o hoho ~ tiaa mcm d sk dluu . da ja muslimm,tus kc tpuk mkanan . aduhhh ~ mmngg btl2 perbezaan ohh . hurmm . kuatt hujann tdii . kilat sna kilat snii wooo . hohoho . epss,yaa . rnduu oh mw g men basketball mahh drg sam . huhu . ntah bla g dpt men2 mah drg ne :\ hmm . i hopeee . someday .... huhuhuhuhu . miss the momentt ohh . andd noww all changedd . camm ndaa pnah berapt sudaa bhee . haiyoo . pa ble bt lhaa . kini tnggl knangn . huahuahua :'D thatss lifeee . hukhuksss ~ hmm,jyeahh,itss saturday tomorroww ;'D sukk da aktiviti d cec . cant waitt ohh . hehehe . hrpp Juli p oh sukk . aminnn ~ bru smngt sy mw p :'D hehhee . sdih bha syy , lw sy ckp sy bwa dyaa p dy ckp nehh ' sy mlu buii , spa lha bha sy ne kn '. aduhhh ~ btl2 sy nda suka dgr dy ckp gtu ohh . huhu . sdih hti sy dngrr :'| hmm . anywayy,i hopee forr a wonderful day tmorroww ;'D

FRIENDS ARE PRECIOUS :'3

yeaa,ilove my friendss . Drg slaluu da blaa sy prluu :'D n bla slah stu drii kmi da mslhh,kmi sma2 kc slesaii . lmaa dahh kmii bkwn nee . ntahh dri thun brpa g . hmmm . tp c penny nda stu kls kmi bha :'| kmii tpish bla msk sklh mnenghh . n dri stuu kmi jrg uda shring2 mah dy :'\ sdih k . sdihhh . hmm . tepaa,yg pntingg besties tuhh mc :'D hee .

andd heyy,thiss is me withh ma crazy besties . kwn pling glaa syaa :'D n plingg sy sygg . huh ~ dy lha yg sy mksdkn nda sma2 kls g . ni picc kna snap thun laluu . hjung thun tem kmii zalan2 p poring :'D really miss da moment ohh . haishhh :'D sy rndu tul tuh temm ohh . hmm . oyaa,nma real dy jeffernie . penny tuh nma pnggln jer . hee . dy spoting ne . kwn sy begila2 slalu :'D n dy pn slalu bg sy smngt . hee . ILOVEHER muchh <3

andd heyy . inii kamii . muahaha ~ tem bgla d blikk sy . rehtt tem sukn . huahua . org pling ujung sblh kanan nme dy jbathra . hee,sy syg dy sgt2 . dy pn slalu bg sy smngt bla sy rsa down . dy slalu tlng sy dlm pljrn . lw bukn sbb sy tkwn mah dy,mybe sy bukn d kls elit ne skg . sjakk sy bkwn mah dy tem thun2 snng sy mw bljr . sbb sy dptt bkongsi ilmu pngethuan mah dy . dy budk pndi geaa . hee . papunn,dy suda mcm kakak bg sy . sy syg dy sgt2 :'D ILOVEYOU <3




yeaa ~ thiss is me n julii :'D sy sma dy mcm adikss brdikss dah btl2. syg bha ma dy ne . slaluu tlng sy
n slalu jg kc hbur sy bla sy rsa down :'D dy ne urg lucu2 bhaa . kuat main . hahaha
sy mah dy da kaitan saudraa jg :'D anywayy,ilove herr muchh <3


- jyeahh,ini lha temn2 yg pling rpt mah sy :'D May God bless our friendshipp yaa . sy doakann friends until the end . hee . iloveyou all so muchh <3

11.07.2013 :)

Heyy,cpt pla msa brlaluu ney kn :) hee,tia sdrr d prtnghn thun dahh . MyMonthh sdaa nee :) buln kelhirn sy . hehe . hmm,sy hrpp bla bsr sy dpt jdii pa yg sy mw jdyy :3 yeahh . FORENSIKK ;3 hohoho . Doktorr pn jdii lhaaa . hee,tp smuaa trletk dlm tngn Tuhan kayee :) pa yg Tuhan mw sy jdy,mkaa jdy lhaa :) hehe , sbb sy tww, rencana Tuhan lebih indahh drpda rencana sayaa ^^ jyeahhhh~ hehehe . 

Tuhan mahu kta mlepskn sgala hal yg dpt mencekik hdup kta dan mnghlng kta memncrkn sukacta. Oleh itu,kdangkla Dia hrus mmbnrkn pnderitaan dn msalh,iaitu pngujian yg menolong mnggemburkn tnh khdupn kta. Bersukactalh org yg mnglami perubhn ini . C:

Pengalaman yg menyakitkn ble menjdi pntu kpda persekutuan yang indah :'D

kay,crtaaa untk ary ne . hmmm . apa ah?? huhhh ~ crta psl skull lha ahh . tem p hntrrrr temann sy tdy p mskk klss dy yang agakk jauhh ckitt lha dri kls sy . heeee . sy p hntrr dy sorng2 jerr . n thenn dlm prjlnan tbjmpa sma drg genk P.R . . adaaa ne sturngg bhaaa,dy mmng kuat men pnya urg bhaa . N thenn lw dy mw men2 ma sy dy pnggl lha sy perogolll n gtuu jga lha lw syaa . hoho . ntahh cmmna bha tuhh . oyaaa,tuh temm dyy dtg lha p dkt kmii . ntahh mcm besaaa lahh . p cri2 psl . tp yg men2 . huhhh ~ n then tba2 dy p pkul sy gnaa tuh bkuuuuu yg da d tngnn dy . seriouslyy,mud sy tia brp bgs tuh temm . tmbh2 g dy bt gtu sma sy . skitt negii dih . huhhh~ hmpir k sy tmpar dyaa . tp hti sy tdk tedorong mw bt gtuu . n blaa sy angkt tngn sya p muka dy . sy pelan2 ja tuhh . sbb tem sy mw tmpr dy tba2 da suara yg berbisik d htii sy ' Jangannn ' . n thenn niat sy tbhntii . dn tuh temm lhaa tba2 tuh kwn dy yg sturng dtg p tmpr sy . wowwwwww sy blgggg . lumayan behh tmparann dyaaa . n then pas dy tmpr pipi sblh knann yg kwn dy stu tmpr g pipi kiriii sy . ohhh,amazingg k tu prasaan . seriously lhaaa . sy mw bergerkk btul blss drg . tp hti sy ckpp ' TIDAKKK' . n thenn sy teruss tediamm pas drg bt gtu ma sy . tba2 sy rsaa hti sy down sungguh :'|  n ada sturng kwn sy . dy p tmpr blikk tuh urg yg p tmpr sy . n thenn sy truss kc tnggl drgg n truss smbngg p hntr tema sy yg stuu tnpaa kc hirauu durggg . n thenn pas mw p klss sy udaa dtgg tuh yg tdyyy tuh . tba2 dy men pnggl2 g sy gna tuhhh perkataan 'PEROGOL' . seriouslyy,htii sy tdakk terthnn sdaaa . n thennn smua kta2 kuturr kluar dri mulut sy . lepss sy sua kc kluar smua tuh kta2 htii sy rsa sngt brslhh :'| sy spatutnyaa nda ptut ckp bgtuu even pa yg drg sda bt sma syy . sy tw suara yg berbisik d htii sy , suara Tuhann . . . . inii kejadian btl2 sy tdk akn kc lpa ohh . sbb drg lha orgg kedua yg tmpr sy k . hmmm . wlaupn drgg anggp ituuu main2 jerr . btl2 smpii d hti sy ohh :'| Tp sy tww,prkra itu trjdi sbb Tuhan ingin mengujii imann sy . dan sy Gagal untk mmperthnkn iman sy :'| sy kecewaa sma drii syy . sungguhh :'| n thenn pass sy smpi klss bruu tjmpa maa kwn rpt sy . sy crtaa drg pa yg brlakuu n thenn tba2 tearsdrop :'| hmm . wlauu drgg uda bt gtu ma sy, pa yg pntinggg,sy kc lpaa tuh kejadiann n bt cam itu tdk prnh brlakuuu .

okayyy ~ so , apa yg sy dpt dri ne kejadiaan , " Belajarr untukk memaafkn dan Mengasihii mereka yg berbuatt jhatt kepadaa ktaa ' :'D

and heyy . gmbrr sbelhh kiriii ne me andd abgss daniell . hehe . n sbelh knan pla gmbrr abgs daniell withh kakak . hehehe . sy syg bha drg duaaa ne . dua2 slaluu dorongg sy bla sy rsaa downn :'D hehehe . bruu c daniell phhh pmm sy rsaaa yg kuat tul ney imann dyaa . sy tdorongg mw bca frman Tuhann smnjkk rptt mah dya . Sungguhh dberktii ohh :'D huahuahua . siokkk mw dngr shring2 n pengalamn2 hdp dyaa . n adaa shringg yg menengurr diriii sy ne . sy nmpk lha btl2 kn . Btl2 dy kna pki Tuhan dah ne . hehe . blaa sy ckpp sy pn mw kna pkii Tuhan,n then dy ckp bert tnggungjwbnya . hee . Tepaa,sy mw persiapkn drii dluu /  mc bnykk yg akn sy laluii . skg pn sy ble rsa dugaan2 dlm hdp sy . hee , tp sy tww,Tuhan tidk pernh meningglkn :D n sy tw Tuhan tdk pernh mengecewakan ^^ God bless

CAMPING BKD :'D

heyheyheyy . just back from cmpingg :'D pnyaa bestt . pling byk k pnglmn sy dpt dri ne kemping . first kem sy ikt d mat salleh negi dihh . ary prtma kempingg da sua ne kjdiann . mlm prtma kemping byk yg kna histeria ohh . huh . tuh lah pling nda dpt kna kc lpaa . huhu . n tem jungle treking . 11km jga lha . huahua . knaa serng lebah lg ne tem jungle trekkingg . sian yg kna tuhh . pnya byk . nsipp sy nda kna ohh . Smua sbb pmpinan Tuhan sma sy :'D thanks Lord . n tem acra burung pungguk . kna kc bngn jm 2am ne . huhh . apapun best lh . ajk2 dy smua spoting2 even nkl2 . hoho . tem burung pungguk lha pnyaa byk kli kna bwa jlnn ne . mcm2 kna tnya . huahua . best bcrta ma tuh urg yg bwa sy jln tuh tem . lelakii kay . hoho . nda pstii oh sy spa tuh boy . huhu . besalh . mta tertutup mana npk . yg psti ada c hady . huahua . bst stry2 mah hady oh . gulet2 ne dyaa . haha . rnduu gla sy sma tuh camp :'| hmm . c bulatt bhaa . nkll eyy . hee,ary last kem nda brp bgs mud . tus sy blik awl2 ne . mnyesl jua lha . mnyesl nda p slm2 tuh ajk . c bulatt jer yg p dluan2 slm sy . haha :'D bulat oh bulatt . dy blngggg . hahahhaa ;'D tem kna dndaa bhaa yg nda ckp t.tngn ajk . hepy jg sy wlupn kna dnda :'D inii smuaaa akn jd knanngn yg mmg sush mw kna kc lpa . hmm . tem ajk ambl kesmpatan mw kc kna ahli lg . huahuahua . pnya bauu tuhh yg kna ltk d mkaaa . aiyoyoo . mcmm2 g tuhh cmpurnn kmu ltk . hahahha . anyay,sy nda mnyesl k ikt tuh kemping :'D wlaupn byk kjadian yg brlku tem tuh kemping . huhu . tcuti txt maahh wagner ne . huwhuw . dkt dah dy nda kc bnr p kemping o . hukhukss . sy rndu glaaa tuh kempinggg ~ hmmmmmmmmmmmmm :'\ hrp next time dpt kut g . amenn

heyy , long time no updatee :') skg d prtnghn thunn dahh . hmmm . hbngn ma dy skg nda brpp bgsss . inii la pa sy mksdkn wagnerr . sy tia suka ko mrh sy bt tuh bnda lw kw sndiri buat bhaa ~ haishhhhhhh!bikinn pns bhee . bkin skit htii :'(( ko mrh2 sy bt tuhh . tp kenyataannya ko sndiri bhaa . nahh,sy deactive dahh acc sy . sy x tchat ma mna2 lelaki len g . ini yg ko mw kn . sdgkn kauuu tuhh . hmmm . skjp ja pn sy bls chat drg tuhh . e2pn drg yg p chat sy dluann bha :'((( yg kauuu plaa , kauu yg p chatt tuh pompuan2 dluan ! ko tw khaa ! bkinn skit htii k . koe ckpp ko x pa2 hbungn g bha ma adik2 angkt kauuu . ko ckpp ma sy yg kauu tia anggp dy adik angkt kauu lgyyy sdgkn dy mc menganggap kau sbgaii abg angkt dyaa . gilaaaaaa bh . lw ko nda anggp dy sbgi adik ko g knp mc bpnggil adik n abg ? hah! terng2 bh sy bca chatt kmuuu :'( skitt bh htii tuhhhh . skitt btulll . stuu hrii tia t'txt ma ko kmrinnn . lw ko mrh sy psl tuhh ja ko ptut tw sy lg skit driii kw bh .

:')

heyheyy . long time no update lerr . hehe . okay thenn . lusaa msk skull uda blikk knn . blm ready mala sy msk skul blik ne . hmewrk komsas lum siapp bhee . lngsng blm da prsdiaan . lol . emm . huhh . fb kna hack lgii nee . ntahh spa bha yg p hackk tuhh :'( pnyaa haiyerr .

21.05.13

heyheyyy . todayy tia p skull, pening+mls :'3 hukhuk ~ pning btul ne kplaa sy ngaa rjinn2 jga begima sy kc brsih rma . kakah gea , haha ~ aiyer,mnggu dpn cutii udaa lerr . huhu . suka tak suka pula sy ne tw ~ ntahh pa pilingss sebenr sy ne . hohohoho , sukk sukantaraa lgii ~ kehh,pnyaa tak sukee . huwhuww `~ uncle mah aunty d rnauu sdh skg :) meet them tdyy . wee,pning2 kpla pn smngt jga sy p jmpa durg . besa lah kn ~ bukn slalu drg blikk rnauu bai tuhh ~ hehe , tia sbr mw zalan2 ntt . hehe ~ ary jmaat ne pnts psmbhn kanak2 wee :) mw p tnguu lai ne . rnduu pla tem ikt pnts psmbhn dluu ^^ haha ~ tia sbr uda mw melihtt ne . hehe , n hrp hri 6 ne dpt p men basket ma drggg abb :) hehe , lma dah nda p men mah drg . rnduu pula mw lwn basket mah drg ^^ hrppp lh dpt p ~ aiyoo . huhu , aminnnn ~

huiihuii .

hey,n today sukantaraaa ohh . hm . pnya tia suka ne . biarlh kn . enjoy sja . huhuhuhu . tmrw mls mw p skul ne . acra lmpt tnggi,acra sy plng bnci . hm . lain btl prsaan sy ne mlm o . sdihh ja aty sy ne . huhuhu . sy ingt g tem d sklh mnggu dlu,htii org yg slalu sdih ialah hti yg pnuh dngn dosa :'\ hm . sorry GOD . tetau ne np sy rsaa gnii . huhu,buruk btl ne prsaan o . prsaan yg ntahh cmmna . hmm :\ rnduu ma max oh . rnduu nhee . yla kn . tetau sua pa sy mw ckp ne . uhuhuhu . rndu mw g men bsket ma drgg evan,sam,ab,jbat,julii,dida :\ huhu . rndu mw sharing'sharing ma estherr cm tem sy thun lma dlu :'D hahaha , rnduu bhe . skg b'ubh sdh ne . :'] hm . agh~bncii ne feelingg . life must go on angell . past is past .

:')

mcm lma sdh sy nda update ne . hehe , bukn mcm . mmng lma uda :) hmm , mw stry apaa ah . huhu , oyaa . rndu lhaa mw men basket mahh drg ab n sam . huhu . sdihh btul nee mcm ada persilisihan phm sma drg skg :'( kmii x rpt cam dlu g . sdih nuh sy . sy limpas dpn drg pn drg bt xtw sja . ylaa,sorry tia t'pg men dlu . sry bt kmu mnunggu . hm . srry psal dy block kau d fb . srry sngt2 :'( i miss both of youuu . hmm . rnduu dah btl2 ma kmu ne . smpii x trthan air mta sy smlm ohh . huhu , brbis sy mw p rpt sma kmuu blik . tp tiapalahh . hee :') hopeee someday .. hmmm . yla bha kn . setiapp pertemuan pstii ada perpisahann . cam c farina jg :') kmi bstfriend tem tadika dlu . dy lha kwn rpt sy tem tadika :') sy ingt leh tem dy ajr sy mmbca :'D hahaha . kmi tepisah tem msuk sklh rndh sda :') x dsangka2kn kmi tesatu kls blikk tem skolahh mnengah . tp,skg dy mw pndh skul uda blik :'( hmm . sush jua sy mw trma knyataan ne . tppp . tiapalahh . hruss tabahh bha kn :') hmmmmm . i will miss u . :'((

07.05.13

and hey,lma dah nda update kn . hewhew :') n imiss someone oh . nda psti sepa . huhu,sy syg kwn2 sy oh . terutama c jbathra,juli,fernie,abbner,don2 . huhu .

sekiann lamaa .

ngerr , sekian lma ndaa t'update blog . n sekian lma jg nda jmpa dy ow . akhrnya tjmpa jg kmrin :'D wuahhh ~ rndu yg teramatss bhe .dy semakin tinggi n smkin tnggi ne . -.- huhu . n sy smpi dagu dy sija ow . kesian2 . haha . tepa bhe :) yg pnting hapy apa . em . best bha kmrin . jln2 ma besties .tp 4 urg sja kmi :\ (me,juli,jbathra,don2) tmpt kmi p pn d sunny,yoyoki n tekom sjaa ow . hoho , tepa . asl tejalan bha ^^ hihi . bgtu pn sy hepy sdh . kekecewaan jg lh tem bru mw p pkn . urg rncg bnyk2 mw jln . skli stu2 urg x jdi p . apa x kcewa kn . hmm . tepa nhe bhe . takazut jg lha sy pas blk dri pkn , sna g bha drg S n A menunggu mw men basket sja :)) hppy jg lh . stia drg menunggu . hihi . sy syg bhe kwn2 sy . <3 <3

MYLIFE

andd heyy , wanna share a crazy little thing called love . seriously,blaa kta udaa bnr2 syg ma tuhh urgg wlaupunn drg bt kesalhan,ktaaa ttp kc maaf kn :') tuh sbb ktaa temauu khlngn drg . papunnn,bruu slesaii konflikkk sma dy . sngtt mencbrr htii oww :'3 huhh ~ really,i thinkk this is the end our relayy . but,thiss is the powerrr of love ! (kakah gea) hhohoho , apapunn,sy temauu ney brulng lg . huhuhuhu . yep,slhh sy jga . sy xtw pla kw xmw sy da abg angkt . butttt,itssss okk lhaa . teda sdh hbngn sy ma dya bha :') sy ikhlass jg bt gni . hihihihi .

andd , hohohoho , mmng enjoyy lerr lww kluarr ma bestiest ;3 huhuhuhu , tpp dahh kenaa mrhh dahh ma boyfieee neyy , tingtongg pnya hall ehh ~ hohohooho , tepaa,untukk kebaikan kw jg tuh ngell :) huhuu,will miss thatt placeee :'3 n besttt momentt temm oncall smpii pagii ma tercintaaaa oww , lucuu ehh dy ;'D hahahhaha , imisyouu dalinggggggggg <3 ituu temm ketawa2 smpii kluarr air mta kn ? hahahha,umaahhh lhhhh lw gtuuu ;'D hihi , n thenn cetaaa at skull tdyy nda jg da pa2 kaye yg mnrikk . c abg angktt yg agak annoyingg mls sy mw jmpaa , knenn mw slm2 ehh . tuss mw sruu kiss g tuhh . puii,spa jg mw . smua pn kw mw kc jd adikk angkt lh kn . weee , biarlhh . peduliii lh kw . emm , meet samuell g tdyy . i meann nmpk sja bhuu :') huhuhuhu , knaa bg jmpaa memem tdyy . ingtt dyy lpa sy sdaa . ehhh,silaaapp . hohohhoho . btul2 lh , sy lpa pljrn sdh :'(( sy bukn bdk pndii g . okkkk , mww stdyyy sdh lh neyyy . dearr pnn sruh dahh g stdyy . lw nda kna sruhh p tanamm pdii ow . huhuhuhu . bhaa , stktt inii sahaje lhh arr ;3

the dayy afterrr april fool ;3

and weeeee , long timee no updatee ow . hohohoho ^^ andd say haiiii to APRIL . hihi , kmrinn nda da bha kc knaa sy aprill fool neyy . bruulhh ^^ ekekeke ~ nda mnjdii bh drgg menembirngg . haha , apapunnn . bestt hangoutt ma besties dluu . weee , eskul-->KFC-->Tintongg-->round kadaii ;DD haha , plingg bahagiaa bheee smaa drggg :'D mengmbill msaa yg lameee d kfc bha , kmii plingg glaa snaa . btukr2 tmptt dduk smata2 mww dpt backround yg lawa jaa tmpt mw snap2 pic . xD brulhh . kna tngu2 neyy urang :D hahaha , blaa heppyyy smua pn takk tnguu bha ^^ hihi , n thenn c ex(farina)  bwaaa p tintonggg ehh , snaa plingg glaa wooo , neverr frgett that mmentt xD wkakkaka ! mnynyi2 smpii kluarr tunee lh kn . hahaha , tepaa , yg pntingg enjoyy ! release tensionn bh sblmm mskk skull ;) ehh , mumm pnggl . ntt smbungg updateee

holidayyyyy

yowwww,hrpp dpt enjoy holiday neyy oww . kekekkeke ~ long timee no update blog kn . hahahaha . ada sda urg menyuruh2 update . spaa lha tuh . haahaha . em, paskahh oreeadyy comingg ! :DD yeahhh ! hiihihihhi . God bless usss . hihihihi . n best d skul kmrinn :) happy bhe . no stdyy . kluar2 klsss . gla2 ma kwn . hihiihi . inii bestt (Y) :D n ary selasaaa mw g skull tlng cguu g urus fail pbs ^_^ hihi . n afterr thatt hangoutt withhh bestiesss . yeaah! :D hihihihihi . okayy . em , n smlm . mcz x kna rep bha . pnyaa sdihh sy bgniii . tuss mw tnggu sy dlu lh kn yg txt ? woww , ko brulhh . emmm :\ sdihh jga lhaa . but,sy temauuu nie kc rusakkk holidayy syy . yeeww ;) hihihihihihihiihihi . okk lhaa . thatss all . hihihihi ., aslkn t'updatee . bhaa , selamatt membacaa ;P

hm,stry forr todayyy :') em , btgs pengws ney mnggu ndaa siuk ohh tmpt dy . tedaa urg . ishh . mlslhh . huhuhu . tus pura2 knen p btgs . mka p rehtt . nub . hahahah :'D hahaha . tuss tdy daa prhmpunan . tuss kna sru jdy MC . ngaa sy ndaa mw neyy . not readyy wee . huhuhuu . hm , tdyy c arrron gla2 bha mw ckp2 psl c samuel ma sy . hohohoho . dluu sy ma arron mnda rpt tuhh wlaupn kzen ., sklii msk form1 . pehh . ahahaha . hm . tem phmpunan c clauuu smile at me ohh.haha,sy pn blurrr . 1st temm o . hahaha .

yg kmrinnnnn ..

hm , okay thenn . kmrinn teda t'update blog ney ~ omooo , kmrin d skull pnya cetaa teda2 jgg neyy . btgss pngws pn tetau mna area . nubb ~ hohoho , n thenn c kwn bkinn kpns bha krmn . nsippp cousin kw my crushh kn ~ lw tdaaa , hohoo , tetau lha pa jdyy . hm , kmrn pas drii ceccc tus directt pekann . kna blnjaa yoww , yeha! hahahha , :'D tuss mnum2 mkn2 lha knnn mlmm2 , blkk pn 11 lebihh dah . tuss kna tegedd dih gea mumyy ~ haha , tepa buii ~ bukn slalu :') hihihihihi ~

Tuesdayyy morninggg :')

hm , awl sy bngn ary ney ~ bhrp mw p kol dy ja , tp sy txt pn bkn knaa bls , nubbb ~ bkinn kecevwaa btull .  
heshh , ksiann neh ko angel , kna tpuu jaaa kn . knen lh dy blngg 'kw ja bha sy text ' ~ be , bule prcya kh tu ? hahhhh ! ? heshhh , skalii sy on fb kauu , pnyaa men mnta no urg kn ? heshhh , tepaaa bha , tepaaa , sy pn bule bt gtuu jgaa . yuppp :') hmmmm ~ inii yg bkin kta tda bngam ney , tpuu sna tpuu sni lha kn ? woww , mcm budu sy rsaa neyy . heshh , stopp it angell . think postive bhaaa ~ em , okay lh :') sejujurnya , sy sngttt skitt htiii lerrr ~

hopelesss :')

andd heyy , tonightt i wnt to share a little thingg . itsss abt me and him . oh mann ~ lma dahh rsa gneyy ow . ntahh dri bla g tuhh jrg dahh kmi bcontact :') heii , if they r someone who can understand my feelingg . hmm . dy ckpp pas neyy mybe kmii jrg dahh contact2 . coz dy blngg mw fokuss bljrr dluu . hmm . yeahh . its ok . i understandd . i hope u really meann itt . butt , u knw . i waitt yourrrr txttttt all dayyy . all the timeee . andd itsss reallyy hurtt me too seee they r nooo incomingg mcz . wewww . hurtt bebb ~ :') butt , whatt cann i doo . i justt cann hopee and pray. . i miss u boyy . i miss how close we use to bee . :')  yeahh , i hate this feelinggs . reallyyyy . hmm . it killing me inside :') kosongg ow rsaa . ksongg sngt2 . where r u when i need your shoulder to crying on ? i justtt can hopeee everydayy n alsoo prayyy forr ourr relayy . coz i knw . God will give us whatt the bestttt .

SUNDAYYYY ;3

hm , heyyheyy . mrning sunday ! today nda tpg cec sbb nekelebeii ehh . huhu . srry God . smlm c kaka bwa tdr d ruang tmu . sklii ada muve tdr pn mw jm 3 uda . hohoho . sdih neh sy eii . lngsung nda kna bls mcz smlm . c abg(bukn abg kndg) pn nda mmbls mcz ney . heshh :'( itss okk lhh . emm .

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inii mcm x bulii bha . u better knw her feeling . hm . jngn bha kw trllu bek ma sy . nt len g urg len pkirr . sy xmw ada yg slh phm bha . i thinkk ktaa hruss kurngknnn contact2 . i dnt wnt to hurt my sis feeling . uu betterr undrstndd . i hve mine alsoo . nt dy pkir len2 g . srry lh . sy x slesaa ko bek tul ma sy . huhuhu . sy rsa bslh maa kakak angkt sy jg maa capital M . hmm . kdt yg ko bg sy ,sy lum isii tuhh . srry lhaa arr .

SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYY .

and yoww yoww yowww . how boredd thiss dayy . wee . bosnn bebb . em . rnduu gansauu2 bhaa ma dya . damnn ~ imissyouuu muchhhh .

inii harii pnya mlm ;3

inii mlm , mlamm sunyii senyapp ow ;3 huh ~ bosnnn . hp pn silent modeee . oh mann~better do my hmewrk ow lw gney :\ hmm .

iniii lhh kehidupann .

andd heyy . saturdayy tomorrow ;) holidayy yeahh . butt . hmm . homeworkk bebbb. wee ~ anywayy , stryy fr todayy . umm . tdyy tem bt pengumuman d kls2 sy kpns ohh sy kna kc mluu tuh cguu . eshh . pnyaa mrhhh . apapunn . pengalamann lh . emm . bnykk ow slm dterimaa ary neyy . omoo~org yg xdknli lh kbnykn . hoho . n gott candyy lgyyy oww . terimassss lhh . ;3 hohohooho . apapun . S x hdr d skul ary ney . busnn lerr ~ huhuhu . jrg pla sy nmpk dy nda hdrr neyy . wee .

girlsssssssssssss ;3

Mesilauu mariii . :D

MORNINGGSSSS ;3

and yeahhhh , todayy is friday . n tomorrow saturday !! holiday ! ^^ yeahh . hehe . sbntr lgii go to school lhaa :) hehe . i hopee today will be better than tmrrow n tmrrw will be better than todayy ;3 hehehe . God bless :) hm . and heyy . really misss my old friends oww T_T ngeeeeeee ~ seriouslyy . i miss how crazy am i withh them . oh mann !!!! i miss u all T_T weeee ~ n alsoo . i miss ma boyyyy owwww . n skrgg zarangg dah contact2 ney . but its ok. . i will nott disturbb u fr thiss momenttt . u just need to focus for ur BIG exam thiss yearr . yeahh . gud luckk yaa ;'D hehehehehe . hmm . n thenn Cant wait for MEI to comee ;3 cozz , my aunttt n my unclee frm US will be back to SABAH . weee ~ how happy am i :'D miss bothh of themm soo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ hehehehehe . may God bless both of u thereee . amenn .

sii zebertttt :p

and hey , inii sii zebert .  ntahh cmmna tuh kmi leh tknl . hee , apapunn , dy urg bguss bhaa . also caringg . hihi . slaluu bg sy smngtt n kc hbur2 sy . :'D hahahaha . pndii gila2 jga kdg2 . hehe . lw mw tw . dy lmbutt bha neyy . hahahah . ;3 suaranyaa seksii gtuu . dy bckp kdg2 telinga pn mw kc dkt g . haha . anyway , glad to see him! ;'D thankss broo . hihihihihi . god bless u alwayss

weee , imissyouu muchh babee . huhu . hw r u theree ? hm . hope u fine theree . tke cree dlinkk . lvee u . i willl owes pray for u kay . muahhh!

TODAYYYYY

and hey hoii . hehe . story for today ? hmm , okayy . ary ney sy pn tetau lh pa mud sy ney ary neyy . hoho . n my friend pnya mud tdy nda brp ok lhh . huhu . tem btgs d blok ting.2 tdyy tuh pngws yg dri 1setiaa bkinn btumbuk btul bha gya . heshh . nubb . adakh dy ckp kmi nda p ttup tuh suis kps snaa kls bwh mka kmi jga sna atss . n dy yg jga sna . ee . nub lh bh . hm . kayy . i saw him lg tdy (S) . mlu2 knen . haha . gmaaa . ;p kn bgs lw ta ble jdy kwn rpt ;3 hmm . kwn ja bha . koe ei . jngn gea mlu2 .  knen . (mnta puji) haha . anyway , imiss u capital M ;3 wuhuuuuuu ~ hmm . ok . againn . suspenn tul ohh . spa bh c F yg c jbath mksdkn . oh man . really wnt to knw oww . aiyoo .

Todayyy storyy lahh ~

hmm , okey , haiii . mw stry2 luk lha skitt . hehe . hmm , buruk skit mud sy d skul ow tdy . huhu , x cm kmrin ney . oh mann ~ tdy tem kluar2 kls mw g cuci tuh krjaa psv tba2 neyy da llki bdiri dpn sy n kwn sy (jedidah) . tus tba2 bha dy menanya2 psl kmii . plingg kin tkjut dy bwa sy bckp dua urg . oh man ~ bkinn takvutt lhh . hoho . mw menanya2 nma g ney . temau dah ctau tuh nga tpksa dih gea . hee , lw sy tpuu , at lastt dy tw zugaa neh . huhu . tuss knunn mw bwa bckp knen , sklii tkut2 jugaa , lucu la bhaa , weee . last2 dy ckp , 'ntlahh sy ckp' . be,nub ney . haha . frgett abt itt . okeyy , tukr topikk . haha . hmm , againn . mud kwn sy(juli) nda bgss bha d kls tdy tus sy pn teikut2 ney . huhu . smua psll tuh urgg yg indaa pndii zaga mulutt lha tuhh . heshh . hmm , okayy , tukr topikk . haha . okaii , n then skrg mw stry psll tuh urg yg slalu bg sy gula2 . haha . hmm , ini bhaa . bgss bha dy ney . dy x nakal . n nda egoo mcm kwn2 dya yg lainn . dy pn urg kuat p cec jgaa . bgs bha dya neyy . huhu . sian dy kn . mnghrp sngt ma sy . hmm . ehh , mintapuji neh sy eii . haha . apapunnn . kita kwn bha :) ok ? hehe , hmm , ok . tukr topikk . haha . huh ~ d klss tdyy tba2 bha sy teardsdrop neyy . hmm . tem teda cgu d klss menghayal ney psl dya . sdihh nuhh . ssh jg lw mw menahan ney rsaa kn . :') imissyouu bha . hmm . thats all lh for this nightt . Goodnightt <3

dugaan dtg silihh bergantii :') tp iman meneguhkann kta

hey boyy , mybe ktaa akn jrg dahh contact2 :') yeahh , u need to focus for ur big exam this year rightt ? hmm , itss ok . study smartt :'D n neverr stop prying arr . i will always support u . Jesus bless u alwayss dearr . Good luckk arr ~

;')

anddddddddddd ............... imiss thisss boyyyyy toooo muchh . mkayyy .

IMISSYOU :'(

hey boy , i miss you the old :') i just feel somethingg wrong between us . i just feel that you r changed . or mybe me ? :'| but , i dnt think that im changed . coz , my heart still da same . i;m still lovingg youu :'\ lovingg you withh all my heart . u know , i miss thee momentt withh you . remember the date 1.1.2013 :') u justt made my day beautifull . The dayy that full withh our laugh n without sadness . i miss the moment drlingg :'( i miss your smile . i miss all abt youu . i cant stopp thinking abt u all the tme . i miss u much . whyy i feel thatt there'r smthingg changed ? :'( drlingg , i;m afraiddd . hmm ~ i justt love u too muchhhhhh ~ n im afraid thatt too muchh can hurt me too much too :'(

' wlaupun bnyk cbran yg engkau lalui pda hri ini , tetapi jngn ingt hal itu akn brtrusn . brfikir lh sblm engkau brtndk . jngn smpii engkau trslp lngkh dn jtuh srta mrta . engkau hrus kuat . wlaupun diawal thun ini sdh brmla cbrn mu . ingatlah ! wlaupn engkau mrsa putus asa untk lalui smua ini dn engkau mrsa kesendrian ttp jika engkau brdri d ats imanmu dn sntiasa brdoa dn mngikt ajrn Tuihan , engaku psti kuat dn tguh untk lalui smua ini . tidk kra cpt tw lmbt , doa mu psti trjwp . '

- IMAN YANG MENEGUHKAN :) <3

miss much :'(

heyy , i miss my old friends . i miss the memories in year6 . wheree i can laugh n also cry with my friends :'D share our happiness also our sadness . hey . i miss u all soo much ! :') cant wait to see u all again . i just miss u all badly . i miss our memories .
- izzati - christa - jbathra - jeffernie - afiqah - juli - jedidah - farah -

and all . :')

i'll promise , i'll never forgett you all . may God bless our friendship <3

:'|

hey boy . skit aty bla nmpk ko p rpt2 ma grl len . hm . skit bhu . sy x tau tul sepa sy mw percya . org len ctau sy len tp bla sy ckp ma ko len pla ko ckp :'/ spa ptut sy prcya ? can i trust u ? hm . im trying to believe in you , but im afraid of my heart . im afraid that my heart being broken . tp kn , bla sy stalk2 fb ko mang ketara bh ko da felling ma tuh grl . lw ko suka ma dya , tell me :') just tell me boy . go n take herr . jngn bg sy kata2 kosongg ko , sbb tuh bkin sy mnghrp n tetap berpaut ma ko . n smua kta2 mnis yg ko kc kluar bkin kc tmbh syg sy ma ko . . klau ko btul2 pa yg ko ckp btul . . kc bkti bha . . jngn buat sy ragu2 mw prcya ko . sbb stu kli sy kna tpu , mmng sukar untk sy percy ma ko lgi . . sy mw kc hlng bha rsa syg sy ma ko . tp nda dptt . . skit neh htii bla drg ckp ko p kjr2 tuh grl :'/ klau ko tau cmmna felling sy . n ko p mnta2 no dy . len lah bh lw sy ma kwn rpt ko yg btl2 ckp psl ko ja . tp dy lain bh . hmmm :'(  sy ckp sy kc maaf kn , tp x bmksd sy kc lpa . . . sy hrp stu hri nt ko phm pa sy rsa . . . . . . . . . . . .

that how i feel :')

Dear God , i just fall in love withh a boy . i just truly love him . love him with all my heart . but i dnt think he love me like i do love him . whenever he broke my heart , i'm stil loving him with all the pieces of my heart . i justt too proud of my heartt :') dear heart , thanks for being strong for me . and hey boy , u know that ily right ? pleasee , dnt play with my heart . n please be true to me . never lie . n please dnt ever make me weak :') coz u know , im trying to believe in you .