please:'(

dearr,pleasee:'( don't u understand why my cousins hate youu? they didn't hate you for no reason. it because they trust in what they see.huhu.they will not hate youu for no reason:'( dearr,i saw u just comment in other girl's post. it's not matter if just one comment. but it more than one :'( n youu knoow,they will think bad abt youu if they see it. please dearr,i feel pain in my heart now:'( i'm afraid.i'm afraid of losingg youu.please understand.please be careful.everyone are watchingg youu :'( i'm afraid if the old konflik will come back.i dnt wantt :'( i'm afraid dearr.please.i just want you to understand this situationn.

if i sleep tonight and never wake up

i hate myself :'( n now my feeling control me. i hate thhiss stupid feelingg! everything goes wrong just because this stupid feeling.huhu. oh God,give me strenght to fight this feeling :'( how if i sleep tonight n never wake up? is it can mke me feel betterr? huhu . seriouslyy dearrr,this feeling came without any reason :'( sorry i hurt your feelingg . but i really dnt know what is going on in my mmind right now :( maybe i'm too tired rightt?  i just need to take my restt now n tomorrow evverything will be fine . okayy dear?? ahuhu . its okay if you r not trusting me :') i understand dearr . i'm sorry i can't be such a good girlfriend to you . huhu :'( dearrrr,iloveyouu so muchh n i dont want u to leave me :'( i'm sorry for everythingg dearr. i'm sorry i love youu so much . i'm sorry i can't let you go n find a good one :'( i'm sorry forr everythingg . dearr,maybe it good if i sleep tonight n never wke up rightt? so u can find someone better than me :'( but rememberr dearr,i'll always love u n be with youu .

huh :\

life is hard right :') hmm . i'm tired of all things that make me weak . yeahh,i'm tired of it . uhhu . hmm :'( i hatee when i saw my bestfriend cry . nope,i dnt hate her because she cry. i hate it when i be the reason behind her tears :'( ahuuu. why do i feel like i'm the poor carrier to them? :'( almost all problems related to me. i justtt ...hmmm.huhhhh:'( can't hold this feeling anymore . if i can disappear for a moment,i would .

11.11.13

and thisss datee.ahuhuhuu. rand n j broke up? ahuhu . me so so saddd lhaa T_T whyy mustt? ahihuuu. its okayy laa . nthing i can change . ahuhu. justt pray lahh nii. hope its good for both of themm . amenn :'D
hm,my mood todayy :( so baddd ohh . i'm tryingg to control my feeling . i won't let my feeling control me. awuhuu!:'D thatt feeling come backk bhaa.hihuu.jngn dlyn sngt lh tuh angel.u cann! hee,yess,i can:'D wuhhhhhh,i'm tired with this lifee ); sorry God . i can't hide thisss feelingggg . suchh a damn feelingggg ! huh! hate itt!!!very muchh!! :'( uhhhh.i'm feeling downn . i'm tryingg not to care but i can't . hmmm,prayy prayy prayy :'D yess!the key for all problems! God will make a wayyyyy . i believe itt . hee . lifee must go on angell :') forgett the past n make the future better . wuhhh. :'(

missingg youuuuuuuu

max oh max oh max oh maxxxxxx.i miss youuuu oreadyy . ahihuuuu.rsau2 bhe hti sy klau kauu jln eii . huhu.i justt cann prayyyy forr youu fromm heree;') aleee geaa. knpaa ahhh sy syg kauu maxxx? ahihi. ndaa prluu sbab pla tuhhh klau mw sygg kn maxxx.uii maxxxxx,bhaya nehh beiii.ada virus pla tu lguu ko kc sy :O ahuhuhuhu.bukannn apaaaaa,truss sy pn takana'kana lah kn mkinn jiwngg.edeiii.takpee,bukn slalu bha (: ahihi . i misss youu ohhh.huhu,imis your voiceeee ... i miss yourr smileee.. i miss beinggg crazyy withh youu . ohmoo,i miss everything abt youuuu:'D hahahhaaahahaha. htii2 beii ko snnaaa ahh.oyaa,psal motor tuhh.sy tiaa sukaa ko p men . ahuhu.bukn apaa bhaa.syg jga la bh tuh motorr.tp sy tkt ko cuaii bhaa.sy namauuu lw smthing bad hppen sma ko :( ahuuu.sy temau bgtu bha maxxx.ko tauu kh mw hlngg jntngg sy tem ko ckp ko xcident dluu.haiyeee.itu yg sy temau bha maxx.phamm sy bhaa:( uhuhu. sy xdpt tdrrr pla ni . jam 2 pgii sda pla tuhh.huhu.max at k.k noww.andd blogggg ja kwnn sy bmnjaa skg.hahahhaha.

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and mkinn lmaa mkinnnn pla sy rsaa kwn2 sy yg llki ska ambi ksmptan . ehh,buknn yg len2 tauu. hm,pndi mw kc men prsaan urg bhaa.begoo btull.sy bncii bgtuuu.jngn ckp ssuatu klu kamuu tia kc mksd bhaa.aheii.ni lagiii c neq ne,pkirr sy mw lhaa sma kauu?adeii,jngn mmpii beii.ko ckp bgtu xjgaa dpt kc cair hti sy beii.sy sda ckpp,stuu ja bha sy sygg.c maxx sja tuhhh.ahihuuu.cba please jngn sbut psal breakkk.kmuu pkir sy mw kc break c max kh?pehhhh.no wayyyyyy!i wontttt . hihuuuu. n stuu lgiiii.sy namauu bhaa da kpl yg bukn seiman lg . sy tidaaa mauuuu ok? mcmna bbaik pn kauu sma sy,lw bukan seiman,ttp xdtrma jgaa tuhhh. sioww mahh.hti sy xbngam sma kmuuu.aiyaaaaa,sy sda ckp kamaaa.c max sjaaaaaaa sy sygg.kbyeeeeeeee

Christmas is getting closer!:'D

and wewwwww! christmass is gettinggg closerrrrrrr.wuhuuuuu:'D can't wait ohh.bkmpl smuaa kluarga n tman2 seimann . huhu . howw i misss youuu alll!:'D uhhhhh. thinking for the presenttt . hmm. still dont know ohh what to give . huhu . okayy,i'll think about it laterr :) ready2 present forrr myyy beloveddd boyfriend <3 uhuuuuu. imisssyouuuu boyyyy . and 24Dec also cominggg closerr right:'D huhh.imy n illy maxxxxx <3 neverrr love someone thiss muchh untill i meet youuu:') ahuhuuuuu. 2014 also gettingg closerr:') newwww yearr,neww chapterr.hihuuu.i hope that year will be finee .